July Exhibit: Ahan on Spoons: Poems on a Refugee's Forgiveness
by Saymoukda Duangphouxay Vongsay
SMSP's July exhibit showcases the childhood photos of Saymoukda Duangphouxay Vongsay, AKA Refugenius, accompanied by her poems around the theme of forgiveness.
"For a few years, I had been sharing personal and sometimes painful photographs from my childhood: refugee camp birthday parties, first arrival in Minnesota, visiting an American mall for the first time to meet Santa, our family gathered on the floor for my mother's version of a Thanksgiving dinner, me sitting on the lap of my would-be molester, at a car dealership picking out my father's dream car (Izuzu Truck).
When I posted the photos online, I didn't think that it mattered much - I didn't realize that among my peers of .5 generation Lao American refugees, I was rich in childhood photographs. I had dozens from the refugee camp and hundreds from my childhood. They tell me, "How lucky you are that your parents had the foresight to take photos. Where did they find the time and the money?" There was an assumption that we were privileged, that we didn't have to work in cucumber fields, clean office buildings, or hot kitchens. It's just that those were the moments that were never captured.
I've been told numerous times by my peers that I should have an exhibition of my photographs because they're intrigued by my childhood. It's rare, they say, that I have so many photos. Sometimes I wonder how that's possible too? Like, how dare we ignore our poverty, our trauma, to pose for photographs."
Saymoukda Duangphouxay Vongsay is a Lao American writer. She was born in a refugee camp in Nongkhai, Thailand and immigrated to Minnesota in 1984. Because of her unique background, her work is focused on creating tools and spaces for the amplification of refugee voices through poetry, theater, and experimental cultural production. Her plays have been presented by the Smithsonian Asian Pacific American Center, Theater Mu, Consortium of Asian American Theater Artists, and Theater Unbound. She is a Many Voices fellow in playwriting, Loft Literary Center Spoken Word Immersion fellow, a Theater Mu New Performance fellow, a VERVE Grant for Spoken Word Poets recipient, and an Aspen Ideas Bush Foundation scholar. Her work has been possible due to support from the Jerome Foundation, Bush Foundation, Joyce Foundation, Metropolitan Regional Arts Council, and the MN State Arts Board. She is best known for her award-winning play KUNG FU ZOMBIES VS CANNIBALS (Theater Mu) and is developing two more plays for the KUNG FU ZOMBIEVERSE anthology of stage works. Get to know her at www.SaymoukdaTheRefugenius.com and keep up with her @REFUGENIUS.